The Freak

" 'Doctor, doctor everyone hates me!' 'That's silly, you haven't met everyone.' "

I've managed one quiet bus ride and I didn't choke on a speech I had to preform in 6th hour today. All seemed pretty well until I reached my last class period.
The teacher decided my class couldn't handle sitting with whoever we wanted, so she gave us a new seating arrangement. A boy who I thought was especially cute (but too dimwitted to be my crush) was forced to sit by me. When the teacher called his name, he shouted so that the whole class could hear, "Aw why do I have to sit by the freak?!"
That was definitely an FML moment, but I managed to just smile. I'm quiet, I doodle in my notebook and blush a lot. My hair is dyed a dark red and I dress in mainly dark clothes, but I'm not emo, I'm not goth, I'm in absolutely no cliques.
Maybe you could call me a nerd, maybe a little weird, but I'm not a total freak.
The whole class thought this outburst was the funniest thing ever, so yes, they all laughed at me.